Wild and Mild Podcast

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and you would be i would start seeing black like it was getting rough yeah i didnt want sarah to think i was noland i thought you were pitch the whole way every time i turned around you were on your knees like be sure to follow us on instagram at wild and mild podcast hello and welcome to todays podcast this is wild and mild back at you again for another episode
episode we got a lot of goodness for you today a lot of stuff has happened so its gone on in the last two weeks well i think we should play a new game with our viewers its its called how many times do you think sarah has cried in the past two weeks yeah very true since you cry all the time so lets lets see lets list off a couple bad things that have happened to sarah and then we have the viewers guess and
many times i think youve cried i just want to point out ive honestly never cried this much ever in my life ever im not sure if i believe that but its true so there was a time before the winko situation where i cried what was that situation well lets play this game so sarah just let on that there was a situation at winco well keep it brief sarah got yelled at at winco what are the
bad things that you did happen to sarah sarah fell and cut her leg open on i didnt cry for that okay sarah were trying to play a game where people guess how many times you okay well youre saying youre not explaining the rules nan you youre supposed to say name all the times name which time sarah cried at not name all the time sarah cried at so okay go i dont want to play anymore stop
mean a little okay name the in bed and give sarah the worst sex of her life it starts crying what i thought we werent going to bring that i thought we werent going to bring that one up it happened damn were going low were going low thats all the times ive cried all right how many times how many times you cry in the past two weeks sarah
dam i lost track once twice i feel like there was sometime before the window situation though cuz i was already like how do i even have tears anymore holy shit so what is the answer i dont know you tell me well okay so i cried at winko because i got overly i got a little bit stressed and
embarrassed and i was yelled at by some elderly white lady for getting too close to her and she screams at me to um give her space and to read the sign and that um i forgot what she said i was distracted like i was looking at nolan the whole time so i never knew i was even close to her yet this ridiculous woman starts
screaming at me so i tell her um can you stop yelling i can hear you you dont need to yell youre spreading virus even more with your yelling and i told her that she was crazy and all that just worked me up so much cuz she was legit screaming at me like ive never been screamed at like that in my life by a random lady who doesnt even know me i cried at winko and i wanted to leave so bad and no
thought i was going to fight her for some weird reason like i dont know what type of ratchet girls hes ever dated before that felt than had the thought that i was going to go fight the lady i just wanted to leave the store and he wouldnt let me leave so i cried in the store yeah sarah is very much a snowflake the biggest snowflake of a girlfriend ive ever had what is that mean youre very sensitive yeah i am and then the other time i
cried was when nolan um couldnt perform properly in bed so i um uh he said some really mean things to me that made it feel like it was my fault and um and then i was so angry and i just wanted to leave and then it made me cry the whole situation thats the only two times ive cried falling down the mountain i didnt cry spraining my ankle i didnt cry you cry
when i had a seizure oh yeah and then well okay come on imagine coming home to see your loved one on the side of a bed with a blank
blanket over his head moving around like crazy drilling out of his mouth white eyes wide open nose purple eye bulging out cuz its all bruised up it wasnt your eye bulging out it was your eyebrow that was bulging cuz it was so bruised imagine coming home to that and then not even crying when you first see that has the energy or you know takes you to the side puts you on your side and
make sure youre on your side so you dont asperate your own vomit or whatever you is going on make sure you check checks your blood sugar immediately make sure youre not hitting your head doesnt cry that whole time and then once once i call your mom starts crying okay you act like i was crying the entire time you idiot i did all that you didnt remember i did all that before i started crying yeah obviously i dont remember obviously
you want to always bring up the fact that i just cried and then and then imagine all that and then the whole time nolans telling you im sorry im sorry i started saying that because you were crying no i think you were saying it before started calling your mom no you said it before you were saying it before youre like im sorry im sorry and i think you saying sorry is what made me cry cuz i felt so bad damn i
yeah so anyways were off on a bad start right now noland what do you mean were off on a bad start were off on a good start so those are the three times i cried in the last two weeks a lot of traumatizing stuff has been happening this last two weeks i was telling my friend i was like stuff is going on between our relationships some lady yelled at me im overly stressed at work work is miserable nolan doesnt even real
it i cant really tell him because this is what happens i i like i like to you know tell nolan about whats going on because it helps you know talking helps you kind of release your stress and just kind of helps you work out what happened that specific stressful moment by talking about helps you worked out what happens and just feels good to talk it out and nolan doesnt even like i dont know
so holy shit yeah i just you told your friends that no i told some other i told one my friend some other thing no so so yeah that things i think things are just kind of at an alltime stress level for me and i dont know its making me break sometimes and then when some random person just yells at you for no reason
youre like youre a human you make mistakes that just kind of puts you over edge i think maybe because im not much of like i dont snap at people like i like nolan he what do you you like want to fight people every time i feel like youre like what the fuck you know when something bad happens to you like im more of like think out the problem a little bit kind of thing dont dont try to fight i never want to fight
you know i always think people have their reason for doing things maybe that lady had a bad experience maybe somebody in her family died of coronavirus i was just like honestly if youre so freaked out about coronavirus should probably just stay home well that if youre over 60 and youre freaked out about coronavirus you should probably stay home you should probably not go to winco you should your your idiocy should go at the time because every grocery store they have a special time for old people yeah they have a special time for old people
so go at that time im not saying i guess i dont want to say just stay home if youre overly scared like i think that kind of is bad to say because people do want to still have their freedom to go out and people should be responsible and respectful of like these you know covid rules like six feet apart and all that stuff but for her to have gotten to that extent of like yell at some random person
like then honestly you should be more careful of when youre going out go at the time the grocery store is open like figure out get your life together and figure out or get things delivered to your house like whats your problem and plus if she was smart she would know that her yelling is what was will cause coronavirus to spread more because your droplets are coming out at a more extreme rate and and thats how coronavirus spreads and droplets me just sending
to her not facing her having my mask on she you werent even next to her i dont remember she came from on the other side of her husband to yell at you she came from the other side of her husband to yell at me get getting with
within 6 feet of me and yelling at me to stand away i cant believe that see i didnt even know where she was so sarahs a little bit exasperated right now so i will ill ill tell the story from my perspective were in line behind this old couple and they have put their groceries on the conveyor belt and their groceries are a good halfway done on the conveyor belt scanned but they didnt put the uh the little plastic separator
to separate one persons groceries from another so sarah went up to grab it and put it on the conveyor belt and then this old woman sees sarah walking up and she yells at sarah to to back off because we need to wait before their groceries are completely scanned before were allowed to put our groceries on the conveyor belt and theres a sign that says that but of course its its printed on a regular piece of printer paper in black and white
and its a grocery store theres signs everywhere and its off on the side usually grocery stores have that sign right on the top of the conveyor belt this side was hidden off it was underneath yeah it was underneath and wrinkled up so this woman comes up to sarah and shes like you need to be 6 fet and at first i thought this woman was like joking but she went she went absolutely off at sarah and ive never seen
like i dont want to like go there right now but im going to go there i think this might have been there might have been some like racial undertones going on with the way this woman was asking acting because she was a white woman sarahs brown ive never seen any one treat me like that ive never seen anyone treat me like that ever so it was it was just really weird for her to blow up like that
the way she did like you agree it was pretty bad like i never even i she started yelling at me and continue to yelling at me and i didnt say anything for a little while until i was like this is too much and i scre i yelled at her that i couldnt hear her and she doesnt have to yell she was like what like a foot away from me and then shes telling me to back up and i was like and then she she tells me um
like look at the sign and then we go over and look at the sign and im like oh jeez i didnt even see that sign so its kind of crazy right now covid is making uh people overly stressed and um extreme you have those extremes people who like dont want to wear a mass and you have those extreme people that are like trying to control how people act in public with covid and its like lets talk about covid for a second because
i feel like covids a topic that weve avoided in all past episodes out of the fact that its overly talked about tired of fucking hearing about it but i think it might be a good time to talk about it because one of my coworkers that used to sit next to me at work tested positive for covid19 now you would think in a normal workplace if one of your coworkers is sick um they go home they get tested for covid
they inform their workplace that theyve tested positive for covid19 you would think that your workplace would tell you that hey your colleague is tested positive for covid19 its a good time for you to uh maybe stay home from work until you get tested and youre in the clear but no thats not what happened if you work at the uh the repair center for apple and elt grove it
basically has i i want to say close to between 500 and 1ous employees in a given day working there upper management is not telling people when people have covid and theres a good 10 to 15 of people that are missing from work right now theres a lot of people why do you think they didnt tell you i think that
that they need to get phones fixed honestly i think they need to fix phones and i dont think that they care about the wellbeing of their employees i dont think they give two shits because if they did they would make all testing mandatory a lot of like some places some employeers they make testing mandatory you have to get tested in order to work what kind of employee what kind of employers do that cuz not even working in a hospital its even mandatory nba
nba whats that national basketball association i thought you said nba oh my dad was telling me that at his work if you cough or sneeze in the wrong direction
like youre gone you got to stay home are you serious yeah yeah i think if you think about it like um yeah theyre trying to make the most of out of their employers you know by making sure everybodys there it doesnt matter if youre sick or not go get some more water you get more water i want to talk no im not done and then um but then if you think about it like well what if like more if people are staying at work and infecting more
people the more people are going to call out sick so is it really smart of the your company to make sure theyre not mandatorily testing well heres the deal what my work does is before were even allowed to enter the building we have to answer questions and theres security guards at the front of the building at the doors and they have a list of questions saying have you had nausea vomiting
diarrhea fever cough headache sore throat uh any of the classic cold symptoms or then they have this other part this says or have you come in contact with anyone who has tested positive for covid19 in the past 14 days so this or part this or clause is where theyre in violation on their own because they know for a fact that the
guy that sits next to me tested positive for covid19 a week ago so why am i or anybody in that vicinity coming back to work when they know for a fact that the person that works with me tested positive its absolutely insane you know were not going to stop quote unquote stop the spread if our employers dont give two shits about
the spread if all they care about is to be done work yeah work needs to be done but thats what theyre st its a fucking iphone its not iphones are very important its its not a loaf of bread you know its not water its not something thats vital to the survival of the human race sorry ladies out there that have iphones me your iphone is not essential you people that
work at this apple iphone factory are not considered essential workers all right well thank you for your input on coronavirus we wont dwell too much on it but i do want to put um my standpoint on coronavirus and my experience with coronavirus real quick because i am working from the frontline experience and i do want to make people aware of whats going into the hos in going on in the hospital because i know a lot of people are kind of like
coronavirus and theyre saying whatever we just get need to get used to it its fine but theyre not really although i havent had coronavirus yet um it still affects me you know how some people only react when it finally affects them and theyre like this is important to me and we need to fight this well thats what people are doing right now with coronavirus theyre like its not affecting me i dont care but for me its affecting me because right now in the hospital
we um are overcapacity beyond belief so quality of care is going down so much the nurses cant keep up with all the patients um demands and needs pat people are its extremely sick right now not only from coronavirus for but from other chronic conditions um so like in our hospital i work at a county hospital so um theyve opened up two extra units and thinking about opening up more to
um fit more patients but they open up these two units that can fit up to 20 people in each unit without hiring more nurses so um so and then in the er more people are going into hallways so if you go to the er nowadays um it takes forever to be addressed if your conditions not emergency youre going to be waiting there for a while um like for example when nolan had a seizure he waited there for i i feel like i dropped him off at five
and then i didnt pick him up until almost nine um so like let me put an example in your head if its still like doesnt make sense so um we have more patients really sick patients less nurses so our ratios are going to out of balance um instead of taking care of four patients per nurse it can be up to seven patients it can be up to 10 patients and because this is a pandemic um out of ratios was a
approved um ratios are approved i mean having the safe patient ratio is a thing in california where we like i said four patients per each nurse um other states are a little different i dont know why
but now that its a pandemic they dont care take care of as many patients as you can i mean as youre given not as you can because you cant take care of more than four five patients properly so lets say i have a patient an excruciating pain i have a patient extremely hungry i have a because and it could have been because a nurse and dayship was extremely busy doctors are extremely busy they didnt order a meal they were supposed to go to surgery but another trauma happened they never got their meal and dayshift nurse never followed up
and now its night shift and diet the kitchen is closed so they cant get a meal so that patient is extremely hungry lets say i have another patient in patient in excruciating pain and then i have another patient with a weird heart rhythm that is signal signaling like um uh a really fast heart rhythm right and then i have another patient thats starting to have a little bit of a facial droop thats new and then i have another patient who is complaining of chest pain
so imagine if youre that patient and excruciating pain it sounds like you got a bunch of people with like cardiovascular issues so maybe like i got two huh give them what a treadmill so they can like right if only people would take care of themself i got two patients in excruciating pain addressing as a nurse addressing pain is very important but addressing um like a stroke or a cardiac problem is farm
important to that so imagine if youre an excruciating pain but i need to go address this person whos having chest pain first and youre exutiating pain from your broken ankle does is not a priority for me right now and that person with extreme hunger doesnt know whats going on with the other patients so they think im neglecting them from hunger and thats going to make them angry and who knows maybe that patient with a lot of hunger now his blood sugars dropping so i got to decide which patient
im going to see first i got to decide which patients more priority i am already thinking that all five of those six of those patients have needs very bad needs and they dont know whats going on with everybody else and so if im not addressing them they think im neglecting them but thats whats going to happen in the hospitals right now you got to just go up to one like each of the patients and be like but thats wasting time thats wasting time i dont need to owe him anything i dont owe
you go up to him you got to be like i dont know if this other guy is going to make it you got to like bear with me i dont know if this other dudes going to make hes yeah but i cant tell you but i just dont this is the thing no this is the thing that way they understand like no no because those people with two excruciating pain they dont care they dont care at all trust me its happened before they dont care the pain is the thing that they care about the most like um so i have to think about who im going to see first i have no time to explain
i dont have time to ask a nurse to help me out because she also has six seven patients who are dealing with the same thing so i cant get any help so thats whats going to happen the more patients in the hospital the less care i can provide to them and addressing their needs and so thats what people dont understand and the the worst thing is that oh and then who knows maybe one of them has coronavirus that we didnt know cuz they had no symptoms so im going room room room try
my best to do my hand hygiene but who knows i and that was the interesting thing when i went to the emergency room i thought it was going to be tested immediately for coronavirus yeah but they didnt they only tested i only saw one person get a test and thats only if you have symptoms if you dont have symptoms then so um the thing is that angers us like as nurses cuz i work for a trauma center as well i might be we might be working extremely busy it might be 3:00 in the morning and were hearing trauma at
trauma after trauma and that basically means someones coming in for a car crash somebodys coming in for falling down somebodys coming in for a shot so its like why are you doing these things people like when sarah says shot she means getting shot not like oh a gunshot wound yeah it could be a gunshot wound a stabbing and its like it angers us because those are the things that could be could have been avoided most likely stupid yeah and then now this another people who care more about their pain
than somebody else whos having a heart attack like they dont care like if you think about it if youre in extreme pain like you cant think like your pain is the only thing going on cuz and im taking from experience of what ive taken care of pain is like the only things running through their head right so they dont care you cant you cant cuz its like imagine like well anyways so thats whats going on people i know youre not experiencing what its like in the hospital and i know you might say well this
is what you signed up for youre a nurse and i did sign up for taking care of people but now this is affecting you when you come into the hospital because if you come in like i said and im prioritizing some
is heart attack over your pain thats affecting you so avoid the best you can to have any traumas happening dont go out drunk driving dont go drunk driving at night dont go in the ghetto dont go out drunk driving dont go no dont go in the ghetto what do you mean what is your advice dont go in the ghetto nolen im telling you this is what people do these arent like recreational activities of goat
is what people do though like i dont know you you like to hang out in the ghetto what yes you lived in oken for who knows how long so im just saying this is what people come into the hospital for that could have been totally avoided so to a some extent i dont understandable so anyways thats my little take on coronavirus as a frontliner and how its affecting me and how it can affect you if you come to hospital have you seen and
this could be your grand okay one more thing this could be your grandma too grandma having a heart attack so like or it could be your it could be you having a fucking heart attack you take too much cocaine and you have a heart attack but its like everybody has at least somebody whos been in the hospital or is it going to go to the hospital so it can affect your family to some point too so i think both of us know people that have had coronavirus now we dont have to say their names for who they are but
what symptoms has the person that youve known with coronavirus ive had somebody i know somebody who had it who um has a sore throat fatigue and nausha so did they mention feeling anywhere near death no not that i know of and how long have they had it uh i dont know oh well like one person i know i think took care of the patient like that they didnt had coronavirus on a monday
and they found out they were positive on a friday and started getting the symptoms sometime later in the week like a friday thursday and it got worse saturday and sunday so yeah but thats all i have to say about coronavirus im done we dont have to talk dwell on it too much well i wanted to continue talking about it okay go for it i will say that the person that i knew that had coronavirus um a little bit old
older than me if you know me im 29 years old a little bit older than me but by no means elderly um they had a cough for a while um they looked a little bit fatigue too like they were like a zombie walking around just trying to get through the day uh after that they were telling me that it felt like just basically any other cold or flu
and that for them it lasted about a week their symptoms but the they feel totally fine now thats about it wow the other thing that that you mentioned where you where you have all these patients with the like these heart conditions and blood pressure and shit like that you no i dont like the fact that the governor of california has closed all the gyms i think that is one of the stupidest things that
anybody could have possibly done because i think theres a lot superer things nolen than closing the gym because you can be doing outdoor recreational activities its not not terrible i mean its not the stupidest thing but it sucks because obviously and you know these people who have those heart problems those are people who dont go to the gym so okay so lets say for example youre 60 years old you got bad knees how do you work out i dont know so what are you going to go to the gym
no so it doesnt matter if its open or not okay youre not seeing my point as for the importance of the gym like not everybody can like jog around the block some people have bad joints where they cant like the impact of their legs on the on the cement on the sidewalk well were in a time where internet is a very big thing you can figure it out you dont need to go to the gym you can figure out a workout from youtube of how to work out theres some
things on the internet you dont need to go to the gym i know its important for you i get it because you like to do weights and you dont you cant get weights like you have at the gym like i get it but its not the stupidest thing the governor has or whatever you said has done because um coronavirus spreads very easily in chims youre breathing hard droplets are going everywhere all that stuff youre some people get like uh runny noses from doing cardio lifting
weights all that people are sharing things more frequently like you know weights and all that stuff without wiping it down properly so i dont think its the stupidest thing
im just saying i think its incredibly stupid i think i would think it would be incredibly stupid to leave them open this is the point im trying to make the people that go to the gyms need to go to the gyms they need that sarah just rolled her eyes
the gym is so important people use the gym to stay healthy its not just coronavirus that kills people do you know what the number one killer in america is heart disease heart disease and how do you stop heart disease nurse hurt healthy eating and what else and ex not having a sedentary lifestyle which means what which means not sitting around all day and how
what is one activity that you can do that can come back getting off the couch and going where going on a walk okay and what else so thats aerobic activity what do you do for anaerobic activity if youre doctor gardening gardening is not anaerobic activity youre digging a hole youre digging a hole i mean im just saying i get what youre saying but its very dangerous
to open up gems right now and i the thing is heres the thing like you say like heart disease is the number one killer in america but the people who get heart disease are the people who do not like to go to the gym so there its going to be a killer anyways with or without the gym although i do think that gym having the gym open and people encouraging them to exercise is
is going to help reduce the numbers maybe youre yeah youre probably right having the gym clothes might just increase the numbers or just might make it the same because those people who do like to go to the gym theyre going to find a way to get their exercise in no matter what if its so important to it to them theyre going to find a way so i already know what youre going to say its stupid to close the gym nothings going to change your mind blah blah blah anyway well agree to disagree then and by the way
not going to the secret gym that i know thats still open well just see what does the community think do they taking my side or your side who has more logic here well find out well find out vote on our page well i mean you dont even have to vote i think time will tell yeah time will tell when we find out that hey like uh not many young people are dying i feel like this is young peoples time to like carry the
of me carry america because old people need to stay at home and and uh isolate themselves cuz young people honestly theyre not really dying the way old people are you got to keep that in i feel like this coronavirus was meant to kill off all the baby boomers kidding im kidding but somebody told me that and i was like hey you might be true because wasnt the problem the baby boomers they ruined the economy to some point they ruined all of our life
yeah so coronavirus came here to take control of that baby boomers told us to follow our passions and now look where were at where are we following our passions so yeah thats um its a hot topic right now coronavirus and um i think that even if its not affecting you youre young and you can get it its just going to give you flu like symptoms um you spreading it to somebody
who can get worse symptoms is really what the main issue is here because im just telling you i am so stressed from working i dont even want to work anymore its not even fun working as a nurse um yes like i said i signed up for this i didnt expect it to be easy but now its its just unsafe its not its not meant to be this way right its getting out of hand its getting out of hand i cant take care of my patients
properly patients can be dying under my wat not saying they have but might die under my watch because i cant properly assess them in a timely manner because im over im overworked with all my other patients so yeah its really bad like last time i was charge nurse and charge nurse youre not supposed to have patience because youre supposed to overlook the unit youre supposed to be a resource youre supposed to accept admits and all that stuff to your unit like its a big responsibility youre basically
manager of the unit and i had four patients and um one of my patients had a blood pressure of 200 over 90 normal blood pressure is supposed to be 120 over 80 thats like
the perfect blood pressure hers was 200 thats like a risk for a stroke right there and im all dealing with my charge nurse studies i have to obviously address that thats the main priority so that was like my heart rate on the mountain oh yeah lets talk about all right onto our next topic so this weekend we went away to mount shasta i know nolan was a little skeptical about going i felt like the whole time he was like i dont really want to go is it
really that worth it to drive 3 hours three almost 4 hours to go to like f hours to somewhere is a long way to go especially when we have all this beautiful nature around i absolutely agree it is but um i think more in our areas if you really think about it its very crowded like taho was overcrowded um yosemity i dont even you have to like book yourself to to go there and all these other
areas like theyre very crowded and um its not safe so even besides having coronavirus sarah is very introverted and she doesnt like big crowds im not introverted i mean im very introverted and nan gets stressed and big i i i get stressed around a lot of people honestly well um either way infectious diseases or not either way um my friend invited us to go to mount shasta this weekend and
and mount chasta is basically four hours around four hours up north from sacramento um past reading and you basically its basically mountas big old mountain i think it was supposedly a volcano before um i think it might still be it actually still is but its not active obviously and its just a very like hippy vibe town like a very spiritual area youll see hippies everywhere weed everywhere although we didnt see that much weed but on
a lot of those vibes where its kind of like people believe in aliens up there alien sightings and i dont know veganism and naturalism veganism and just hang out as if its some sort of cult and piecism and all that stuff so um i dont know i just like going up there cuz its uh just a different i dont know i like the mountain ive always been fascinated by mountains if you
ever seen large mountains like yosemidity and stuff i know its not but like the bolt its huge like those rocks and stuff are its huge its very sure mount chest is bigger than yosemity no it is but im just saying like when you see something so huge its fascinating so when i see i like going to mount shasta cuz thats a huge mountain mount shasta is so huge it doesnt look huge you dont understand how huge it is until youre there yeah you and then you still dont understand it so um nobody
will understand what the fuck im talking about unless theyve been there i sound crazy right now im kind of like but you understand what im talking about but um so um i think what nolan got out of it is like he was telling me that you know i kind of im glad i came because i got it you know get out of that whole like world were so used to being in like technology world and all that stuff my job i sit in the
fucking factory and this time he got a chance to nature got go out to nature so i said i definitely suggest like you dont have to go up four hours to go up to see nature and breathe in fresh air um go to your local park or just go to a national force nearby you and just kind of get an escape like its good for you and its good to just like see where weve i dont know being on that mountain that was no joke like so
what did we do fucking intense i want to talk about the mountain yeah so mount chesta is how many feet uh let me see what do you say 14,000 or something around there mount chest we drove up and we parked at some trail head that was at like 7,500 ft yeah up in the air up in the air and we started walking up the trail and were like you know what we saw snow on the side of the side of the mountain were like
you know what i think we could make it to the snow its not that far out and its all fun and games until you get to like 8,000 fet and you realize like theres not as much oxygen as there is at sea level so this this mountain was also a little bit weird because um there werent any trees up top right we were just coming about uh upon shrubs yeah there was no trees at all so this is a very weird mountain to climb so
we were basically mountain climbing without backpacking you know you cuz like people cuz we kind of pretty high i wouldnt say we were mountain climbing no we were mountain climbing did i say mountain c
yeah i meant hiking up a mountain we were hiking up a mountain and um we were just coming across a lot of rocks and at first i was like lets just go up to that shrubbery up there and just overlook the mountain and the summits and all that stuff and then nolans like lets go a little bit higher lets go up to the snow and i was like oh okay and yeah we we climbed a long way i was i feel like i was going at a
good pace like um nolan kept like going really fast up the hill but i was like thats just going to tire me out so i was going pretty slow and i think thats what helped me gain endurance and keep a momentum and helped me just keep going where you you fell behind only i got to the point where it like i it felt like i couldnt breathe like i dont know what asthma feels like but i imagine the effects that i was feeling probably is what
it feels like because like i would take like 10 steps and you would be you would be i would start seeing black like it was getting rough and i didnt want sarah to think i was nan i thought you were a bitch the whole week every time i turned around you were on your knees like and i was like oh jeez were not even going to make it and i was just like this guy hes going to have a seizure and hes going to fall in a rock
and hes going to hit his head and hes going to die and then hes going to freaking die on me and then i have to run down the police what happened yeah theyre going to think i killed you but the thing about and we were and also think before i know i cut you off we were also low on water so thats why it was even more worried so the thing about being so high up is once you get to a certain elevation theres a lot less life up there like when we first started out
at like 7,500 ft there were birds theres a couple birds flying around and you see insects and stuff on the ground but once you get to like 8,500 theres no more birds theres no more no where i saw the snow there was birds oh there was yeah i told you there were birds oh well call me a lire then there were birds definitely no like mammals thats for sure yeah theres no squirrels or anything there were some big ass fucking in
sex though no holy shit ive never seen ants that big in my life the ants the size of pennies run around yeah theyre huge and then i saw these big huge beetles that were probably the size of like half dollars they were big they were fucking huge what the fuck is that thing doing it was just walking around it was walking around like it owned the fucking place too like it had no no predators like that movie we watched
star trip troopers star troopers starship troopers oh yeah so we watched a movie the night before right of these big old bugs and nolan was dont spoil it comparing the bugs to the bugs cuz they were very big they were ants are very big ive seen ants like that in um like taho and yosemidi though it wasnt really a shock to me but the beetles ive seen them before too but they were definitely big was huge i wonder if the ants eat those i mean the ants the
probably some sort of war going on there birds i feel like the birds eat those maybe thats what the birds like but um either way um we did i ended up crossing over a bunch of area there to get to the snow i made it to the snow and olan stayed behind and i thought it was pretty cool and then we made our way back down i um ended up spraining my ankle a little bit as i went down i
i like whats called a twist of my ankle stepping on a rock and i fell down after like several seconds the pain went away and i hiked all the way back down but then it killed me like the pain was bad in the middle of the night and i elevated my foot put some ice on it and its still hurting to this day but you just got to wear the right gear if you plan on i know you werent but youre risking yourself
you got to give me a heads up next trip we go on because saras like did you bring your hiking boots did you bring your swimsuit and im just like no i brought you with some suit i meant to i meant to tell you to bring a uh flip flops though did you bring your flip flops oh yeah because we were we cross the river did you bring your inner tube did you bring your floaty im just no we crossed the river to get to some waterfalls as well and nolan was like
so we crossed the cross of it and it was very rocky so it hurt our feet if you have really delicate feet which um usually everybody does who doesnt go b these days does who goes who doesnt
barefoot but um and then on the way back some people were starting to cross the river and asking me how it was and i was like oh no its really nice the waterfall and nolans like its not worth it as hes crossing the rocks and then hes like theres some crustations here and freaking out and he was complaining the whole freaking walk back over the there was a snake in the water too oh jeez big deal going to bite you its not venemous
not venomous were crossing this river where theres like snakes and shit there was one and sarahs like walking across with their flip flops looking back thinking to herself hes such a bitch just looking at me such a bitch i was literally willing to cross the river and give you my flip flops cuz you were complaining so much i did not say a single word halfway across that river till you opened your mouth huh till i open my mouth till you open my mouth yeah so dont say
i was complaining youre like nolan you look like youre struggling do you need my flipflops yeah cuz you look like you were struggling it took you like forever just to get 1/4th of the way over so i was like do you need my flip flops cuz i im tired of waiting for you so i dont know i really enjoyed it nolan kind of ruined the moment because he was just complaining that it wasnt worth it so it kind of made the experience i was halfway joking you were i dont no
no it felt real i was in a lot of pain i know the payoff was nice so we saw some waterfall called whatever waterfall mosberry falls mosberry falls mosbray its very nice theres a lot of women with fake tits there for some reason one woman people with fake boobs i dont know why they do it it literally looks like too
it doesnt look good balloons it looks like two balloons under your skin it doesnt move it looks so firm i feel like theres different tiers of fake tits out there well and whatever that woman had was like the first tier like thats entry level fake tits like those were like the the $2,00 fake tits no you know what they look nice i think they look nice in the sense that they were like um you know round equal all that stuff its just she was too skinny too
get that big a boop so it looked like two balloons under her skin maybe i dont know thats the problem when people are too skinny they dont have enough skin to make it look more natural so thats the problem thats why it looks bad for more most people and all those pornstars and stuff its buse they dont have enough skin you porns are usually like really thin you know so anyways not the porn i watch you like fat grill porn maybe youll never know
or maybe you will know because apparently so lets ask the audience lets say youre at work and at around 10:30 you get a notification on your phone that your facebook account has been reactivated and youre at work and you know for a fact that you were not on facebook while you were at work because thats against the rules and you look at this email notification it says where this
the account reactivation occurred and it says rosemont the same exact city where you live in and you call your girlfriend and you ask her hey sarah has anything happened like did you touch my computer at all and she says no i just went to turn it off how would you like how do you even react like where do you start where do you start from there
i had so many questions im happy that you came clean i wasnt going to lie i cant really cover that up you tried to you didnt mention it i said on the phone and you didnt you only mentioned it when i came home and when you asked me i immediately told you well i was just trying to sleep and
his keyboard was on and i was like is his computer on and so i moved the mouse and his whole screen turned on and i saw conversation cuz it was already up i didnt click anything your conversation with your friend was already on the screen and i saw that i think nolan or his friend sent him a link to facebook and i was like this idiot i thought he deactivated his facebook so i clicked the link and it sent him which yes
i know it was bad on my part i am a 100 admit it probably asked you to sign in and you had to click the button to sign in it was your freaking login was already in what do you think i knew your password i didnt no your password so i just clicked in cu
i thought i dont know thats exactly what im saying but i dont know how facebook works i dont know that you have to i thought you were already active i didnt know was i thought it was supposed to say like would you like to reactivate your facebook it was like your login and your password is already there and i was like he has a facebook this whole time so i clicked the login and then to prove that you you did not ever deactivate your facebook so i just logged in i didnt realize it was deactivated i literally
thought it would say like would you like to reactivate so i was like what a liar so i thought he was lying to me about his facebook but anyways i did click on and then yeah how does that make you feel as a person like do you feel like youre a nosy person because you do yeah i sure do nan i know you might think and i know the audience might think its a red flag but nolan has far more red flags than ive ever had in this relationship what i should have
what are you talking about what red flags do i have first of all on the first date the biggest red flag you had was you were so full of yourself you were so full of yourself you were talked so highly and just like like narcissistic about yourself and i was like what a little like this is kind of like super unattractive and such a turnoff but i just gave you a chance because i dont know you were i thought maybe that was more to you and maybe you were joking
thats one of the biggest red flags like also cuz you never offered to pay for our my meal like it was straight up lets split it which i was like whatever you dont have to like pay i dont care but like thats also kind of a red flag you have a lot of red flags olin i have one i dont view those as red flags i view somebody as somebody going through your computer thats a red flag yeah thats a red flag somebody splitting the bill that is not a red flag no its not its not necessarily its
its like some people will cons you should see a lot of people will consider that a red flag because its not that you didnt you didnt even offer like it was just like all right sweet shes in a favorite part you see this manipulation i have to deal with audience you see this so anyways yeah yeah yeah i mean if you know how latinas are pretty crazy and we all find out everything you can never keep a secret from us so apparently
you signed up you thought being with latina was all about i dont know but its a lot more than that its a lot more you have to deal with when it comes with the latina im learning its not just i dont know feistiness theres a lot more to it so you signed up for it this what youre going to get im dealing with the effects of having a white boyfriend so you have to deal with the effect the psychological effects of having a white boyfriend lets talk about
such a racist sarah how much time are we on i dont know 50 minutes 60 maybe i dont know dont you look sarahs biggest thing these days is asking me if i want to take over shit its so funny because hel like ill pick up a piece of rope and shell ask me if i want to whip something no i was thinking about this but the thing is nolen tells me we go to mounta right theres like some native looking people or like we watch the guatemelon guatemalon
um documentary it talks about the azitecs or myens or something i forgot so hes thinking im part like my an asstect in just in my blood so then we go to mountasta he sees this like native looking people or mexican looking people and he asks me i forgot what you ask me specifically but what you were like when you see these people like do you like just want to talk to them or relate to them i didnt say that what did you say what did you say i said something along the lines of like do you want to take their scalps or some
shit like no you said something about like do you want to like so nan says that first so of course im going to make him feel bad and say hey nan do you look at white people and ask them or and think that you want to take over land take over i dont know that park bench before they get to it cuz youre so used to colonizing things its in your jeans oh noland you just picked up that rope does that make you do you have an instinct to just want to whip someone
because thats in your jeans so i was just throwing it back at you and obviously its a little more extreme because white people have done some extreme things in the past its just saying nolan can ever come at me with racist stuff because nolans because of nolans race or whatever his whitism theres always worse things white people have done
try to you know what the most hypocritical thing was of our trip we want to talk about racism was that woman that came up to us when we were sitting on the bench
yeah so um and we were extremely thirsty we bought ourselves a what is it a gallon of crystal geyser so we go to the uh the grocery store the locally owned grocery store which is super hippy super hipster whatever you want to call it all they have is theyre out there yeah all they have is crystal geizer and gallons of water um we wanted a big one and so we have breakfast the next day
were eating on the at the park had a little picnic had a little picnic um with our crystal geizer water bottle yeah it was sitting out there and this lady comes up um and shes like hey can i tell you something and i look at nolan first cuz i wanted him to answer shes not telling us anything shes telling me shes not looking at sarah at all its another old white lady yeah i feel like old white ladies are on the tear these days she looks at me and she tells me that uh
hey i dont want to disturb you guys or anything but can i just tell you that um crystal geiser theyre a corporation and they really want to uh take over the native indigenous peoples land and uh water i thought it was just talked about like if they want to take over the water take the water supply from the natives here so i just like to ask you if you could take the label off your bottle because thats free advertising for a company that we really dont like around
here and frankly its a its very she looks at sarah then she looks at me shes like its very offensive to brown people and i was just like what the fuck im like thinking literally the grocery store only sold crystal guys yeah so thats not a thing like go tell go tell that to your grocery store go tell the store owners that if you give so many shit i should have said we should have said that i looked at sarah and i was like sarah im so sorry i offended you by drinking this
that you purchased for me i purchased it for you yeah so i got so mad and i just took a huge chug of that water bottle after she was done talking and then sarahs like younow what you should go fill it up in at the spring because right next to where we were sitting is where all the natives they like to play music and fill up their water bottles and stuff cuz its like natural spring
thats there so its like you should take the crystal geizer water bottle and fill it up instead of buying a new one and and then ill record you im like oh my god i just want to see and then were going to show the lady and be like look lady were using these water bottles to fill up with the spring water its like dont like youre barking up the wrong tree lady like fuck dont tell me
we obviously dont give two shits feel like when you live in a very liberal area thats like stuff you see a lot like i feel like that type of stuff happens a lot in berkley people have want to say their beliefs in front of you hey thats not right can i tell you something you wearing that leather jacket is very offensive to us like the theyre like that yeah so no one wasnt very happy i
just like just i didnt say anything to her yeah no we didnt say anything at all i dont think we said it i didnt want to cause any problems yeah im already scared and sick of white old ladies kidding but i was just like take off the label because i mean i also dont like free advertisement regardless it didnt really affect me to have it on or to have it off but i was like whatever take it off and now we can uh tell the difference between which one we got from this
water and which one is the actual crystal guys or yeah filtered water thats one of those situations where its like so irritating but at the same time its not worth like dying for you know you dont want to die on the hill for the label on the water bottle but at the same time i mean i think what it like us upset me the most was just the fact that that was literally the only water but
brand at that store which was like 5 minutes away like dont tell me youre all fighting for this if you cant even tell your store make your store like not sell that there should be other brands or more like responsible the funniest part was when she lumped all brown people into one group oh my god its offensive to brown people yeah sorry brown people sorry brown people of america
but me if i was there im pretty sure she wouldnt have mentioned that comment right probably not we were thinking so yeah a lot of things going on
down in the world right now people with all their how much with all their beliefs and you know i just like to think that you know everybodys raised differently and everybody has their own um believes and if you want to live a certain way its because you were raised a certain way and not everybodys raised the same you can have your way of life but um you have to respect another persons way of life right yeah as well somebodys not going to change because youre being angry at them for doing some
thing they were raised to do um of course theres bad people out there that need their life to be a little different like if you believe in i dont no violence violence and torturing animals cuz you think oh this just animals that dont have feel pain or whatever thats like come on stuff to certain extents but just no people have their reasons for the way they are like that lady like at the
winko i mean im human i made a mistake you dont have to yell at me youre not my mom not even my mom yells at me like that yeah i feel like people if for certain people if anything goes wrong for them they overreact they overreact really bad its just like relax like youre making the whole situation worse i mean i love that nolan said she was embarrassing herself because i was telling nolen i was like
i was crying because i felt so embarrassed like i felt so dumb for what i did but hes like no she was embarrassing herself and im like yeah youre right she was acting like a freaking psycho so embarrassing so yeah where are we are you done talking no i mean if we have more stuff i dont know how much time were at i think were probably at like an hour and 10 minutes i looked at the clock oh otherwise things have been going good at
the apartment you now were still are you having fun with me were still learning oh the other day nolan freaked out because he freaking almost cracked his head open when we were wrestling so now i had to play easy on him i have a bunch of marks on my body cuz of you sir yeah im learning to defend myself better but apparently its too much for you almost i almost cracked your head open so i mean its good
and were uh going to go grocery shopping pretty soon its my turn to buy the groceries and um keeping the area clean still i guess by cat is adjusting much better cat is a lot more wellbehaved not so loud im getting better sleep yeah hes my sweetie pie he hes very wellbehaved he doesnt like we keep the door close he doesnt sit by the door and scratch the door like other cats you when he wants to go out
he stands by the door and so thats how we know like he doesnt do anything more he knows when he we he thats his signal to go out i love it he he very nice cat hes not annoying some cats are annoying hes not annoying i like him he says his he meows when i like get ready in the morning or whatever he meow and im like what do you want so you have anything else you want to bring up
no im having a good time im in a good place right now i know i mentioned we i had a seizure but dont be worried about that listeners its 100 under control you dont have to worry about anything i mean sees are a big deal but they looks they look a lot more scary than they are i mean no theyre pretty scary no one but i was mentioning get a scene whats it called a service dog that can warn you of having thezures maybe in the future
i was lit so this is the situation for me having a seizure i was taking a nap after work i was just super exhausted and super stressed not getting very good sleep ow thats all that triggered it its its nothing major so nolen had a purple eye for like i had a hematoma black eye black eye for a little while for a week or somethingh so all right guys think
thanks for tuning in well see you in two weeks or well talk to you in two weeks were trying to do these podcasts on weekends but our weekends get pretty sarah wants to do stuff on the weekends they get pretty busy and were too tired to talk so sorry looks like well be doing it every monday every monday or tuesday every other monday thanks have a good day